LET SEE~~~

Hi, long time meninggalkan this board. Now I am back and still fikir what should I write??
last post was on 2016 right??? D*mn its been a looooongggg time ago. What I already done in this time????
1. Fangirl over BTS
2. Fly out to Bangkok for BTS EPILOGUE
3. Fly out to Seoul for WINGS in SEOUL
4. Resign my job
5. Fly out to Seoul again
6. Meet BT21
7. Stay awhile in Seoul
8. Waste my time
9. Waste money
10. Fly back to Seoul back
11. Improving my English
12. Meet more people more foreigner friend
13. Trying to a different path
14.

What I want to learn
1. How to say NO, avoid to say YES frequently
2. New life

For days I am thinking abt this over and over again. Sometime is okay to say YES but not all the time. *thinking...;/

PRE: IT'S STARTED!!!!

I stan kpop since 2009. I still remember my friend show me Super Junior MV named was U. I didn’t stan that. I just stan because their choreo and filled with many members. Their catchy song played in my ears. I stan Super Junior for such a long time. My biases of group keep changing. Start from Super Junior to Shinee then change to BEAST and change again to SS501 after that Infinite to EXO to Girls Generation until 2014.

In 2014 I am busy with my hectic schedule. First, that is my last semester to complete my degree studies, I need to face “Latihan Industri” to complete my coursework requirement, finish all research for thesis, final project, my graduation day, start my first work ever and need to get use with my new life as employee. It’s a tired and long day. I just listen to kpop song like what I want.

I still remember I just follow the meaning of the song for Shining Star by Super Junior. That is meaningful lyrics. Then MAMA by EXO that show the lyrics told about humanity, a question about world and not a love story message. Then the concept changed after that. Growl, a catchy song that only for ear do not had powerful lyrics to remind.  Then I changed to Girls Generation not because their lyrics, just for choreo. They make me want to move my body. I learnt their moves means, I dance. Yep. In 2015, I lost from kpop world. My daily life is simple. Not many memories. Keep going keep moving until February 2016. My life changed from that moment. 

It has been started. or a late started???

Hello, ddeng!! Annyeonghaseyo~~~~
It has been long long time ago. But today, I have decided to make this blog as my diary. Not daily but will keep it as memories that I do not want it disappear and not everyone know it. Just enough me, myself. For now, I have many things to share. My new world that a new thing happen in my life. One by one I will share it. Will make this as a warehouse of my life and my memories. As usual, my life is not a public matter. Just want to keep is low as I can.

I realize that I am not as my old self. Many thing changed. Many people changed. Many story changed. many matter changed. But, its okay, that life right??? whatever we do, never turn back and keep doing the same mistake. I need to straighten myself. Many thing I face, many lesson I learn. Many mistakes that I have made. But, its doesn't mean that I keep make it as a reasons. I need to pull back myself.

Fortunately I found it. If I think that is a late, the answer is YES!!!! I am late at everything. Always a hundred, no thousand no maybe a million times late. But, it is not a ticket to make me always late. I need to fix it. But how??? I am not sure. Someone already opened my head. Open my brain. To keep make me thinking. But still, it is too late. MUCH!